Do you read the Holy Bible? if not why not? a good version of the Holy Bible to start with and is easy to read is The New King James Bible.

Start with John CH3V3) then read the whole chapter. God can and will change you from the inside out. It is by faith we believe, so no man

can boast he had anything to do with it.  Repent of your sin's welcome the Holy Spirit into your heart and witness then that your sin's have

 been forgiven in the symbol of Baptism in this order,to Abba Father's Glory, through His Royal Highness, His Majesty, King Jesus. God bless you

and be with you always Amen.